converge.

epic!

stuck.

It's not very easy to hurt a girl like me.
I forgot what it feels like.

Thank you for taking me back to this familiar place.
I plan on taking a few steps back.
Messing up is hard to cope with.
Dang.

careless...

I like who I am.

I like where I am.

I wonder what other rumors are to come.

I see your chattering mouths

but, I don't care



I like the live I have lived

and am living



I just

don't



care.

with a bag over my head.

By that I mean,
having urbandictionary blocked from my computer.

Yes, Yes, I Know

Second blog I have posted today.



Tonight I didn't go to my biology lab.

I started feeling very ill again and I couldn't stop coughing.

I took my medicine and fell asleep.

When I woke up the clock had moved much further than I had expected.



I was in a bad mood today. This doesn't happen very often.

So Mackenzie swung by and picked me up for some coffee.

Jared was with us.



We listened to music and drove down the road.

My mind started racing.

I don't know if I was loopy from my Codeine or if I haven't given myself time to wake up.

I feel so weird.

Sick.

I have been kinda sick lately.
It's okay though I have enjoyed my time away.
I'm kinda finished. Like worn out, you know?
Faking it only lasts so long. We are not all just wonderful all the time.
It feels nice to just be sick for a while.
Just a change, maybe?

Now I can breathe, sometimes NNU is like a bag over my head.
I can breathe for a while but sooner or later I will turn purple.
I just took a little breath outside. I don't plan on putting that bag back on my head.
I enjoy my space, I'm getting a job off campus and well...

Ahhhh...

Spring.