afraid.

I have so many options.

torn between walls, fallen and broken and ripped in two.

I realize I have been a shitty person.
I have become all I have hated.
I hurt the people closest to me.
I am drawn to people who hurt me.

I'm sorry,
I'll be back soon.

there are a lot of things,

I need to say
and express
and have someone else

listen

and understand.



I'm really broken.
I am all together.

I am un-appreciated
just another lost and lonely soul.

no one will know
no one

like....
I want to know you
but do you want to know me?
do you really want to know me?


I have been speechless lately,
this is very uncommon if you "know" me.

it's 11:11

Im wishing to find
someone...

who wants to know me
and i can know them
and we can matter to each other

summer.

is mind blowing.

I decided...
I love every night
every morning
every unfamiliar face
and even the familiar ones

the grass
the water
walks
hot summer bod diets

I am very happy where Im at now

wishing on the leftover stars.

I want to believe in love.

Will somebody show me?

Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds.

This summer is a very important chapter in my far too complex book.
I am being put together.
A hunt to unfold who is inside these defining clothes, I am finding her.
Patience is now gone, and I don't miss it.
I don't care if I seem like a chicken with its head cut off.
New people, new places, new loves

Habits: can die!

I thought summer started off poorly,
but it is exactly what I want.

There are more changes to come.

Prepare yourself,because honestly, I really don’t care if I hurt anyone in the process.

strings

dear puppet.


-the karma is sweetly smelling of oranges and evergreens-