in between the vanilla and amber.

It's one of those funks,
stuck in a rut.

growing up tall is tough.
tall enough to see, tall enough to be.

get over it. move on?
who here has won?

growing up tall is tough.

I shake
I pray

I saw them all behind me in the mirror
you will know when you get that feeling
you know it's bad
It feels so evil

growing up tall is tough.

the karma is sweetly smelling of oranges and evergreens.

good energy, attracts good energy.
that's that.

p.s. i have a car, a working phone, and i will have a job very soon
i feel like a responsible adult
imagine that?

oh, and avalon comes back in one week

my heart is fluttering.

and, when I fall in love
i think i will do it right this time

that's a good feeling
:]

raining pouring.

I love life,
more than ever now.


The rain is a beautiful thing,
cleansing.

A big storm washed away the dirt in the street,
that trash we have left floating about.

Thank you God,
for bringing me peace.

breaking dice

i could ask so many questions that wouldn't matter or make a difference.

at least i can say,
my feelings can't be replaced by a warm shower.

a sweet sweet bloomer.

Fixing

Mending

Growing
___________________________

loose earth slipping between the roots grasp, wilting

petals fall and i bend over

recently broken, recently unrecieved

weave and reach out to earth

i will get to the solid stable ground, grab hold

feel the water, wash me

feel the sun, feed me

be still, slow down

work, grow, change

Time.

flowers will show, after I grow.

peace.

THE girl.

I wish I could do better by you,
'cause that's what you deserve
You sacrifice so much of your life
In order for this to work.

While I'm off chasing my own dreams
Sailing around the world
Please know that I'm yours to keep
My beautiful girl

When you cry a piece of my heart dies
Knowing that I may have been the cause
If you were to leave
Fulfill someone else's dreams
I think I might totally be lost
You don't ask for no diamond rings no delicate string of pearls
That's why I wrote this song to sing
My beautiful girl

ooooo ooo ohhh ohh oh oh

One, two, one two three four
I wish I could do better by you
'cause it's what you deserve
You sacrifice so much of your life
in order for this to work

<3

I wish you knew.

I really don't care



at all.


You should point fingers at your friends.

So dumb, so very very dumb.