work work work work work work

everyday. ugh.

magic land.

I get lost in my dreams and jumbled up in my head.

What I'm trying to get at is... I love my life!

So far this summer I have...

White-water rafted on fathers day with dad.
Went on a family vacation to North Dakota.
Wake-boarded for my first time.
went jet-skiing and tubing a bunch.
Went to Canada.
Floated the Boise river so far 4 times.
Rode my bike a bazillion times.
Went to the Sawtooth Music Fest (for free), made some new good friends, danced on stage, killed lots of brain cells. I didn't spend one dollar.
Went on only 1 magical adventure, with Bobby.
Moved 3 times.
Got a kitten who I love and adore.
Only went to one concert so far! What?
Didn't party very much, maybe I'm growing up? Weird.
Switched colleges.
Hung out with Launa a million times.
Grew very close with a few good friends.
Started working 2 jobs.
Paid off my credit cards.
Sold my car.
Walked around downtown with Amanda lots of times.
and much much more...
there is lots more to come as well! :)

Have a good summer ya'll!

If I post another emo-post

I give you permission to shoot me.
how annoying.
so in amidst of everything negative I just had a thought...
Life is good, and I'm happy.

you have to understand

i feel pain
in my heart
and i can't handle it anymore

i just don't get it.

I've gone 2 years being completely over him from the day we broke up.

Suddenly, all I can do is think about him.
What could have been?
Maybe I haven't been over it after all.

Also, I'm submitting a post-card to post-secret.
It's a good one.

fields and paths.

Opprotunities.
Decisions.


life
live
livin
dreamin
being
breathing


My heart flew away, and I'm going to go chase it.
Fuck it.

If you read my diary you would see.
My mind is possesed by one thing
person
lover
hater
mover
being
man

he flew away.

All this fish has to do is learn to fly.