oh my love,

I'm not ready to be your lady.
Yet, I'm still looking forward to holding your hand.
Sweet dreams, ipo.

work work work work work work

everyday. ugh.

magic land.

I get lost in my dreams and jumbled up in my head.

What I'm trying to get at is... I love my life!

So far this summer I have...

White-water rafted on fathers day with dad.
Went on a family vacation to North Dakota.
Wake-boarded for my first time.
went jet-skiing and tubing a bunch.
Went to Canada.
Floated the Boise river so far 4 times.
Rode my bike a bazillion times.
Went to the Sawtooth Music Fest (for free), made some new good friends, danced on stage, killed lots of brain cells. I didn't spend one dollar.
Went on only 1 magical adventure, with Bobby.
Moved 3 times.
Got a kitten who I love and adore.
Only went to one concert so far! What?
Didn't party very much, maybe I'm growing up? Weird.
Switched colleges.
Hung out with Launa a million times.
Grew very close with a few good friends.
Started working 2 jobs.
Paid off my credit cards.
Sold my car.
Walked around downtown with Amanda lots of times.
and much much more...
there is lots more to come as well! :)

Have a good summer ya'll!

If I post another emo-post

I give you permission to shoot me.
how annoying.
so in amidst of everything negative I just had a thought...
Life is good, and I'm happy.

you have to understand

i feel pain
in my heart
and i can't handle it anymore

i just don't get it.

I've gone 2 years being completely over him from the day we broke up.

Suddenly, all I can do is think about him.
What could have been?
Maybe I haven't been over it after all.

Also, I'm submitting a post-card to post-secret.
It's a good one.