breaking dice

i could ask so many questions that wouldn't matter or make a difference.

at least i can say,
my feelings can't be replaced by a warm shower.

a sweet sweet bloomer.

Fixing

Mending

Growing
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loose earth slipping between the roots grasp, wilting

petals fall and i bend over

recently broken, recently unrecieved

weave and reach out to earth

i will get to the solid stable ground, grab hold

feel the water, wash me

feel the sun, feed me

be still, slow down

work, grow, change

Time.

flowers will show, after I grow.

peace.

THE girl.

I wish I could do better by you,
'cause that's what you deserve
You sacrifice so much of your life
In order for this to work.

While I'm off chasing my own dreams
Sailing around the world
Please know that I'm yours to keep
My beautiful girl

When you cry a piece of my heart dies
Knowing that I may have been the cause
If you were to leave
Fulfill someone else's dreams
I think I might totally be lost
You don't ask for no diamond rings no delicate string of pearls
That's why I wrote this song to sing
My beautiful girl

ooooo ooo ohhh ohh oh oh

One, two, one two three four
I wish I could do better by you
'cause it's what you deserve
You sacrifice so much of your life
in order for this to work

<3

I wish you knew.

I really don't care



at all.


You should point fingers at your friends.

So dumb, so very very dumb.

my words will be made fewer...

changing, everyday.

growing, learning.


I dreamed you gave me a ring of peace, and I am understanding that you are much further on your journey compared to me. I learn quickly, and I understand now.

throwing away the past.

our perfect picture in front of the sunset over the ocean.

goodbye

erasing you probably will never happen,
but I am happy to have you out of my life.

sad that I agree,

"Don't search for solace in another's embrace. Everyone that we hold so dear gets lost in the static of the passing years. So , learn to be alone. Find comfort in the solitude. Harden your heart and build unbreakable will. It's the only way you'll ever survive this world."

probably the best advice I have ever heard,








doesn't mean I'm going to take it.

<3

p.s. If you ever read this Johnny, I quoted you. :]