fields and paths.

Opprotunities.
Decisions.


life
live
livin
dreamin
being
breathing


My heart flew away, and I'm going to go chase it.
Fuck it.

If you read my diary you would see.
My mind is possesed by one thing
person
lover
hater
mover
being
man

he flew away.

All this fish has to do is learn to fly.

someone...

anyone.. who can experience this dreamy world I live in.
I need you.
We are all connected. Yet, I am lost. A drift. Hello?
Are you there?

I guess I'll just float a while.

at this exact moment,

I sit back and chuckle,

it's such a silly life.

Were all so silly!

I have so many strange and unimportant posts.

Time to change that...

I realized today that I have never been ready to move on.
I'm still not ready yet,
a piece of me is so stuck with him.
I actually put our old photo out, viewable. It made me happy. I am reminded that it is a possibility that I can actually love someone. I haven't been able to do that since. This is why I know.

Only time can tell when I will get past this.

can i just say

peace works
maybe not instantly

but i can promise you, it will.

PEACE!

sometimes i cry

because this world hurts the earth so much,
and I just don't understand how that works.

conspicuous consumption

Do we live in a culture of conspicuous consumption?
Why does buying something for yourself make you feel so good?
Why can I justify buying myself a new tattoo but I cancel my responsibility to support a kid in Africa for under a dollar a day?
What do I need from these shops and stores and malls?
Are we giving anything back to this earth other than our bills?
The other day I looked down on my meal and looked at all the paper and plastic I use just to eat a sandwich, and I asked to my friends out-loud...

Do you even wonder if the majority of things you leave on this earth are garbage?

We work so hard for our money, we worry so much over our debts,
how much of it is being used for the good of this earth?
Sure, because you work for your money it's yours, but if you want to keep leaving behind your trash that's how you will remain living. Let's give a little more, want a little less and take responsibility for our world.

For the children,
for the children.