Was losing all my friends
Was losing them to drinking and to driving
Was losing all my friends but I got them back

I am on the mend
At least now I can say that I am trying
And I hope you will forget things I still lack

It's coming to an end

Do you miss the blend
Of colours she left in your black and white field
Do you feel condemned just being there?

I am not your friend
I am just a man who knows how to feel

I'm not your friend
I'm not your lover,
I'm not your family.

healing.

I'm the only one who can make myself better.

isolation.

i am sick.

going home.

I visited God, said my goodbyes.

He said He had plans for me and took the light out of my eyes.

"Heal this curse!" Let me be.

But He knows the truth.

I need Him like He needs me.

my mom got mad at me today.

for telling my brother all the negative things about nnu.

sorry mom, truth hurts.

if this is where all negative things have followed me to.

the only thing to do is escape.

girl, you keep running around tourching bridges.

It wasn't worth it to me.

trust thrown away for lust.

a friendship is a valuable thing.