the world is a magical, beautiful place

and I don't know how I keep forgetting it.

love
love
love

for some weird reason

bad things happen to me

and i think its my fault

im done

being negative


im sorry
its true

To you whom can't seem to get over yourself

thanks but...
i think you need to taste your own advice

really,

i wish i mattered less in your life that everytime im around you have to bitch and moan

grow up
and get over it
is it worth the space in your brain to hold onto
guess im just that great :]

America bound!

I am settling,

short.

fuck my life

Political Discussions at Dinner

A group of people I hardy knew.
All filled with very stimulating and frustrating conversation.

Topic:
a desire to be appreciated,
to be loved,
and needed,
by a friend.

I wrote a letter in my mind after dinner.

Dear old friend:
I am glad you are out of my life,
we have moved past on to more simple
more surface life.
I moved on to something that feels so fake
a manikin has so much personality.
I still love you, but I no longer miss you.
I would rather feel dead inside.

just full of taco bell.

I miss him more and more everyday.

It may be hard for you to understand
how alone it makes me feel.