wishing on the leftover stars.

I want to believe in love.

Will somebody show me?

Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds.

This summer is a very important chapter in my far too complex book.
I am being put together.
A hunt to unfold who is inside these defining clothes, I am finding her.
Patience is now gone, and I don't miss it.
I don't care if I seem like a chicken with its head cut off.
New people, new places, new loves

Habits: can die!

I thought summer started off poorly,
but it is exactly what I want.

There are more changes to come.

Prepare yourself,because honestly, I really don’t care if I hurt anyone in the process.

strings

dear puppet.


-the karma is sweetly smelling of oranges and evergreens-

experiencing.

This weekend was incredible.
I will never forget,
playing with keena and the 2 little girl they were like 2 &5 maybe.

They had long dreads,
and smiles that would light up your world.

We swung them around and played in the earth.
These are the moments that really matter.

asleep.

I don't understand what's going on right now.
Who really cares anymore?
Let's forget about it and have a good time.

...

What is this I hear about NNU blocking myspace?

unwanting consistancy.

I found out a few things about myslef.
I fear stability, comfort, and perfection.
I hope that I travel a lot in life.
I even realized today, I might not ever get married or have kids.
Most women want that. I don't.
At the same time, I don't want to become old and lonely.
I need a sidekick.
That would be nice. A friend to just go go go with me.
I might leave and never come back, but I'm trying to do this whole running away thing right.

I'm making a lot of mistakes this summer, it has hardly even started.
I plan on changing a lot. I'm looking forward to next year a little more.

p.s. I almost cried when I thought about my roomate today.

with everybody gracefully falling.

I can't hold myself up,
without you guys.

Please,
I beg you to stay.

not hiding anymore.

I'm finished pretending I'm someone I'm not.
Here I come summer.
p.s. I'm really tan right now :]

finally, a goodbye to NNU.

I didn't really care to say goodbye to anyone.
I was hoping to not come back.