Saturday, May 10, 2008

unwanting consistancy.

I found out a few things about myslef.
I fear stability, comfort, and perfection.
I hope that I travel a lot in life.
I even realized today, I might not ever get married or have kids.
Most women want that. I don't.
At the same time, I don't want to become old and lonely.
I need a sidekick.
That would be nice. A friend to just go go go with me.
I might leave and never come back, but I'm trying to do this whole running away thing right.

I'm making a lot of mistakes this summer, it has hardly even started.
I plan on changing a lot. I'm looking forward to next year a little more.

p.s. I almost cried when I thought about my roomate today.

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