Friday, June 27, 2008

strong.

People have let me down,

and people have had their mouths full of toxic so-and-so's.

I'm really over it.

I might just tell you good-bye and remove the bad vibes from my daily life.

Be peaceful.

1 comment:

Patricia said...

I love your picture! It gives me ideas for my own blog.

You are an incredible being who just happened to choose Earth for a while.

Patricia

The following is from Bartholomew's book, I Come As A Brother. Read it if you want to. If you don't want to, that's fine too, but know that you are loved.


p. 51
"You do not have to destroy every cloud to see the sky. All you have to do is keep remembering that you are the Sky. You find what you are looking for, which is the truth that you Are the Sky Itself. And you can experience this because it is true! Since you have misidentified yourself in the first place, you have the capability of re-identifying yourself. You thought yourself into this, and you can think yourself out of it! You do possess them in some measure, but they move through you. You will never, ever clean up your clouds sufficiently, my friends. There will always be a little dark one that you can't quite get at. There will always be one somewhere that you can't quite reach. Just let it be.

The moment that guilt came into your awareness, there arose a fear of God. I have told you before, many of you are afraid of God because the God you have created is such a fearful one. This image is simply a projection from the minds of man and not at all true. Nevertheless, there remains deeply embedded in the cellular remembrance of your own beingness the idea that, if you don't measure up, you are going to be destroyed, or at best punished by being sent to some dark area, which sounds far worse than being totally annihilated. You are afraid that this gray ground is where you go if you do not measure up, and there you stay until sometime, somehow, something magical happens and you are released to go on to some other experience. This is indeed a frightening view of life.

p. 62
Begin this day to turn to your internal power so that you can literally burst through the barrier of guilt and allow yourself to re-experience the connection with the One God.It is not that you have to be 'good'; just stop believing you are 'bad.' Just be willing to stop this kind of thinking. You can change that belief by experiencing the wonder of who you are. If you begin every day to sit with your own energy field, remember erring the things you truly are, and dare to tell yourself they are true, you will quicken your awareness of the Source so strongly that you will feel It. I mean feel It with a tangibility that will answer all your questions.

There is a new term I have heard people come up with to describe relationships that aren't working. The word is dysfunctional, and the phrase is 'coming from a dysfunctional family.' Well, the news is that you all come from dysfunctional families. And I will tell you why. Because any family who doesn't know who they are will provide you with a picture of who you are that is not true. They, out of their own illusory confusion, have projected onto you the same confusion. All families are dysfunctional. You can split it up into any degree of dysfunction you wish, but I se it only one way. You either know who you are or you don't!

Until the moment you break through the web of guilt, you will be dysfunctional in some way or another. I mean this with all of the Love that I have. The only thing keeping you from totally knowing who you are is your own limited belief of who you are. I will tell you again, you are total Love, total Divine Power--activated! You are a symphony of color and sound past the wildest imaginings that illuminate your mind and heart. That is who you are! Anything short of that is a lie, and I beg you to stop perpetuating the lie.

As your birthright, you have the ability to break through the blockage of guilt, and experience yourself totally. You cannot shovel out the darkness. It will take forever. The best way to fill a room with light is to open the window. Your job is to do it all the time."